it's called paranoia...

from a friendster post by Joy entitled "I fear _ out of 66 things".

so mine is: "I fear 26 out of 66 things"...
as Sheila told me, "ang dami mo naman kinakatakutan!"...
well, true! but my fear factor did not even reach half of all that is indicated below (super lapit na though. hehehe!). so i guess it's not really paranoia... so i don't need to see a psychologist! hahaha!!!!

FEAR:
[ ] the dark
[x] staying single
[ ] getting married
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x ] closed spaces
[ x] heights
[ ] cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[x] spiders and/or other insects
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ x] flying
[ ] being put to sleep
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[x] fire
[ ] water
[x] the ocean
[ ] pools
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ]germs
[x]thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[x]mice/rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cemeteries
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowds
[ ] demons or evil
[x ] crossing bridges
[ x] death
[ x] Hell
[ ] Heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] being sexually assulted
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[x]tornadoes
[]hurricanes
[ ] being punished
[x] diseases, including cancer and STD's
[x]snakes
[x] sharks
[x] dinosaurs
[ ]Friday the 13th
[ ] poverty
[x ] ghosts
[ ] Halloween
[] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] fear
[x ]being alone
[x] losing my friends
[x] being blind to things
[x] being deaf
[ ] growing up
[] being murdered in my sleep

it's all in the family...

haaayyy... i miss my kids soooooo much... kung hindi lang talaga kayo ginawan ng issue eh di sana magkakasama pa rin tayong tatlo ngayon...

some people talaga... when they realize that their lives have no drama at all, they go and create drama for themselves at the expense of others... it's equally painful that you happen to be related to those people...

i don't know if i have something to do with it, but if you guys think otherwise, then i'm so sorry... or rather, i'm saying sorry in behalf of the one who told you off to your parents...

anyhoo, the doors of unit C are still open, you are very much welcome here. unit B is a hostile world. kainis no...

sorry, i'm going all emo! hindi kayo sanay no? hehehe! dibale, last na to. yeah, i'm this affected... i miss going home and finding you two disaster teenage boys who cheer me up after a hell day at work with your silly antics, kahit na hindi ako nakaka relate sa RF at Dota ninyo (and i assume you don't know i feel that way). kaya nga late na rin ako umuuwi eh!

inom na nga lang ulit tayo sa croc! text nyo lang ako ha...

ate tin signing out.

oh yeah, we're back to reality

just got back from Bora, still groggy from melatonin (i endured that one hour freakin' flight!!! hindi man lang ako nakatulog!). obviously no pics yet, just this one taken from my fone...



yan ang buhay tamad!

anyway, more pics and more kwento next time! i can feel the effect of melatonin kicking in... in other words... inaantok na ako! (bad trip! kanina dapat to nag effect, sa eroplano, ngayon lang eh nasa bahay nako!)

basta, sobrang saya! diba, plee? hehehehe!!

How's every things?

Ang tamang sagot: Fines!

nyahahaha!!!

you guys know me, i so love taking pictures of grammatical booboos in anything. walang pinapatawad kahit tricycle at swimming pool sa batangas ! good thing some smart ass person built a website just for those pics.. from people like me na mahilig manlait kahit sa pictue lang! hahaha! i'm still thinking if i'm going to share my own pics. hehehe!

so go now and visit

http://www.engrish.com/

i'm sure, non stop laugh trip kayo! hehehehe!!! rica, thanks so much for introducing me to this!

*photo courtesy of "Eclectic Writer". Pic of a wallet.

live like you were dying...

recommended download. it's a perfect way of telling us to make the most out of our lives...

Live Like You Were Dying
Tim McGraw

He said I was in my early 40's,
With a lot of life before me,
And a moment came that stopped me on a dime.
I spent most of the next days, lookin' at the x-rays,
Talkin' 'bout the options and talkin' 'bout sweet time.
Asked him when it sank in, that this might really be the real end.
How's it hit ya, when you get that kind of news.
Man what ya do.
And he says,

[Chorus]

I went sky divin',
I went rocky mountain climbin',
I went 2.7 seconds on a bull name Fu Manchu.
And I loved deeper,
And I spoke sweeter,
And I gave forgiveness I've been denying,
And he said someday I hope you get the chance,
To live like you were dyin'.

He said I was finally the husband,
That most the time I wasn't.
And I became a friend a friend would like to have.
And all the sudden goin' fishing,
Wasn't such an imposition.
And I went three times that year I lost my dad.
Well I finally read the good book,
And I took a good long hard look at what I'd do
If I could do it all again.
And then.

[Chorus]

Like tomorrow was a gift and you've got eternity
To think about what you do with it,
What could you do with it, what can
I do with with it, what would I do with it.

[Chorus]
Sky divin',
I went rocky mountain climbin',
I went 2.7 seconds on a bull name Fu Manchu.
And I loved deeper,
And I spoke sweeter,
And I watched an eagle as it was flyin'.
And he said someday I hope you get the chance,
To live like you were dyin'.

To live like you were dyin'.
To live like you were dyin'.
To live like you were dyin'.
To live like you were dyin'.

txtm8

a few weeks back i received a call from an unknown number. naturally, since it's a missed call, i sent a message...

me: who's this? Ü

... then unknown number called back, i answered, and heard a girl's voice in the other line. she sounds about 17 or 18ish, and she's chanting, "hellohellohellohellohello... sinotosinotosinoto...". obviously, due to bad signal in our office, we really can't understand each other so i had to drop the call. besides, i don't like people calling me and immediately asking me who i am. as in "hello sino to?". well, sino ka rin P*&$^ ka!? hehe..

anyhoo, unknown number then sent me a text message...

09220000000: Hellow poh. may i kw ur name. nhulaan q lng poh # u.

hay jologs!! bahala ka jan! problema mo yan kung nahulaam mo # me. ahahaha!!!

09220000000: Im cath! and u? som wer are u! cn u b my col m8 as my fren!

bwahahaha!! anakng?! anong saang planeta naman galing to! anong english ang tinuturo sa inyo?!
no reply agen...

09220000000: Sori 4 disturbng hah! im 18 yr old. may i knw ur name?

ooohh really now?! 18 yr old huh?

i was tempted to reply in an all english feeling profound manner but i decided not to. it's just a waste of time and load. this "cath" kept calling but i rejected all the calls.

then come 8pm, a new message came, same unknown number...

09220000000: nki2pgkaibigan lng. im jesie n u.

o ngayon naman iibahin mo pangalan mo? tanga!

i didn't bother anymore. he/she/it may call me or text me but he/she/it must not expect any reply. i'm 25 yr old eh, too old for her! ahaha!!!

nyahaha pics

taken at Lago De Oro in Calatagan, Batangas this weekend...



...so if my swimwear does not include wings, i cannot swim anymore? awwwww!!!!

and...



... so what are foreign materials? no other objects aside from poo and piss?Ü

then this one taken somewhere between Calatagan and Lian. it's posted at the back of a tricycle. just zoom in the picture and read the top line...



... well, i love my "mame" and "dade" too! Ü

intruder of the day...

this is my current source of happiness... well, source ng laugh trip lang. if i'm having a bad day at the office i just look that this photograph and... laugh.

why so, when i'm not even in this picture and the only familiar person in this pic is Edu Manzano (hanapin nyo!!! hehehe!)? see that kid far left, the one in the maroon shirt that says 4H? yan, i so love that kid!!Ü hahahaha!!

this pic is actually from my officemate riri. her mom (the one beside 4H boy) used to teach high school and one of her former students is Luis Manzano (formerly known as Lucky by Ate Vi). this was taken during the sportsfest that year. syempre, artista eh, so pa-picture with the student and his hot stuff dad. the ones in red, with the 4E print in front of the shirt, belong to the team/class that is handled by riri's mom. so if this is supposed to be a "team/class" pic, how the hell did 4H boy end up there?

our theories:

1> bestfriend siguro sya ni lucky manzano.

2> yung 4H group katabi pala nila nagpipicture taking din, tapos napasama na lang sya sa picture na ito. hindi sinasadya, kumbaga, baka kasi na-duling lang yung picture taker akala kasama sya. thus explaining kung bakit sya naka tingin sa right, hindi directly sa camera.

3> masyadong na-starstruck ang nanay ni 4H boy kay edu at lucky! nahihiya siguro magpa picture with them kaya nung nakakita ng ibang groupo, tinulak nya anak nya dun sa group na yon para may pic din ang anak nya kasama si edu at lucky ("o anak, si edu at lucky, dali sumama ka sa picture!!!" sabay tulak). napangiti na lang sya sa hiya, wala na syang magagawa kasi andun na sya.

..oh well, we wouldn't really know. even riri and her mom have no idea how that kid ended up there. we don't even know his name so now we call him "intruder of the day"! he never fails to make me laugh! this same picture still hangs in my workstation and whenever i feel like killing someone, i just look at the picture and the world becomes a better place for me. nyahahaha! Ü

someday, if i happen to meet this once-kid, i'd go up to him and say "OMG, ikaw si 4H kid/intruder of the day!! question lang, anong ginagawa mo dun sa pic?"

hahahaha!Ü