random blah again after a party

"And it's frightening
Oh, I didn't expect that from you
It's blinding
Serious are you seriously
I am feeling really STUPID now"


"Well this is not for real
Afraid to feel
I just hit the floor
Don't ask for more
I'm wasting my time
I'M WASTING MY TIME"

it was a sudden hit of realization that i really am feeling very very stupid and definitely wasting my time liking you...

my friends, don't ask pa rin.... =)

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"i'm fighting back emotions that i've never fought before,
but i'm not supposed to love you anymore..."